April 20th, 2020 is the Big Day! The day that I never, in a million years, thought I would have. The day I have dreamt about my entire life...literally. I still remember acting it out as a child, walking down…
Category: Sobriety/Mental Illness
How I Started My Recovery- A Few Things I Did To Get Started & Stay Clean
For the people that know me, its no secret that I am an addict. My drug of choice for 2 years was Cocaine, 4 years of Crack Cocaine, and for 4 more years on top of that I fell victim…
6 Simple Stress Relief Activities
Chances are you decided to read this post because you have some kind of stress going on in your life. Naturally I'm the kind of person who gets stressed out worrying that I'm going to get stressed. I stress about…
An Open Letter To My Baby Sister…Who Lost Her Life To Addiction.
August 11th, 2018 I lost my baby sister Tara Lee Allen to a very long heroin addiction. It turned my entire world around. I felt like someone had literally gutted me alive. Most of the time, I try to ignore…
Today I Was A Bad Mom
Yep, I'm gunna say it again... Today I was a Bad Mom. I had a bad day, and because of that I was a bad mom. I can't even put my finger on why exactly my day was bad. It's…
Quitting Smoking- It’s Just Not That Easy.
I've been trying to quit smoking since March 1st, 2019. For the most part it has gone really well. But there are days like yesterday & the day before I just couldn't get through a craving. Ive read a lot…
10 Reasons Why I Don’t Want Another Child
My son is going to be 3 years old this September, and I often get asked the question “When are you having another one?” And my reply is always “Oh no no no, no more kids for this girl!” “I…
